For so long I believed
that I was a barren landscape
lost in the wilderness of my mind
trapped between dust storms
which pushed in each direction
leaving my body to float through life
as a shell.
Your words caught in my hair
and slipped into my ears
those few sentences
which washed away the emptiness.
The tears in my eyes
are not for joy
but for sorrow
for the emptiness I lost.
I loved the hollow
I loved the empty
I loved the simplicity
of being absent
from reality.
The emotions are turmoil
tearing into the world around me.
Reality is too harsh
to angular
not like the angelic blur I thought it was.
My soul aches
my body knows
my mind disintegrates
and I’m no longer beautiful.